i nvr felt so pissed b4!!!
actually im forcin myself to be pissed...
at someone i wont mention...
a supposingly good fren of mine...
it all started with the maths paper...
but b4 tt!
she bet i did better than her in english.
bloody assholics suanners.
and tt stupid lie of "u so smart no nid study oso can get so high"
quit poisoning my mind.
i lost enough trust and respect from u ppl.
im sick of it.
so anyway..
it was said i got a b3 but i counted it was a c6
so i couldnt decide to change or not...
so i asked judee...i got a no...
nxt i got her she told me yes
and worse she started yapping about honesty at my table
everyone arnd were staring at me?
why in the world was i whispering to u in the first place?
so she kept talking about honesty crap...i dun care abt it...
it isnt the point. dont talk to me about useless grandma stories im not interested in.
so i screamed at her to make her shooo so i hope she got the pt im pissed. but no i dun think so...
some ppl juz dont get the pt...doesnt mean i seldom get pissed off means i wont...
wrong person! mistake!
so later every1 started askiin wad happened...yea tough time...
so nxt...i asked judee again...shes a very approachable person! esp when ure pissed! :)
nxt i asked another and another i got 2 nos 2 yeses...
ok done im gonna change my marks happy? i feel ppl laughing at my "drop of marks"
so chan hor? sadistic asses...
im not gonna pity myself and wish i got better right?
but she!
juz HAS TO come again.
"ever thot u were happy?" "ever thot u deserved it?"
buzz off. doesnt mean i ignored u doesnt mean i accepted it.
u think u can talk so much go be a counsellor!
so i got realli pissed den..
im not crying cuz of my marks u bonzo.
its the fighting of oh man i dunno how to spell the word...conscious? yeah u noe
like the good bad feeling...
partly was cuz of her...cuz i cant trust her.
i could feel her biting up my back...
no im not happy and yes i so deserved it.
feel happy?
shut the hell up and stop telling my wad to do.
a "good friend" hu is really good at comforting.
sadistically.
a "good friend" hu cant even tell if im angry or sad.
great.
i learnt a lesson.
not abt exams.
or studies.
but abt frens.
one of the ones i trusted.
wondered why i told u?
now i figured.
i was wrong.
worst!
im still talking to her like nothing happened!
im pathetic.
ok wadeva bad marks.
so yeah ytd went to a concert with sarah, jo and her friend.
im gonna cut short cuz im not in the mood.
i didnt tell anyone except judee..again...
cuz some ppl like to kick up a fuss...
it was fun.yeah high.
but starving.
so yeah..i got no mood!!!